Futurism Wasn't About Tech But Fuckin' Certs

IT'S A BAD DAY ALMIGHTY

FUCK ITTTTTTTTTTT.

Ah, I realize that if you don't have that piece of paper cum plastic you are going NOWHERE.

well you can look to jobs like loansharks and drug traffickers. they earn a lot and cost a lot too.

BUT IT'S NEVER LASTING -.-

Why so realistic :( I hate this world. Why can't we trade for things we want.

Have more choices and without the need of being so uptight that drives people mad ._.

Then work for the dirtiest thing on earth yet values much more then a toilet roll.

MONEY, YES YOUR KA-CHING KA-CHING.

Aiyah what to do leh, cry meh.

But because we're all born with no spoons in our mouths and only to earn so our future kids have spoons in their mouth. WALAO EH.

If I'm king of the world I'll give free house for needy people to live in and provide simple but good pay jobs to uncle and aunties and heavily subsidized or free education to kids.

Because I king ma, so much money can spend on what. The money let me go shopping also cannot spend finish. Enough of all my talking cock I just URGH.

Okay nevermind bye.

Reunion Dinner Of The Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ♥
ang pows for me? ♥♥


Sup! Just here to share with you some photos I took when I was having te reunion dinner :)

Hehehe, these are some photos that I took with my love and I edited them :)
Nice right! hee~ Oh how I miss my baby boy :(


& my cuzz Vonne and my baby cuzz ♥

Alright, that's really that much more te dinner! ♥
So tired ah. 


Cherio!~♥

Miracle

Hey ya lei hou! (Hello)
-Warm Welcome-


Hi guyzz I promised to update regularly didn't I?♥
Hehe! Alright today is saturday right?♥
I WENT SHOPPING WITH MY LAOGONG!♥♥♥
Heheee~ I'm all over the moon! :D
I brought long jeans, one T-shirt and a couple T-shirt with hubby :) Uh my hubby got himself a formal but not formal material formal. LOL. Aw man! they're so costly! **** but very nice :) because I've a Designer Enricoco Lam (so sexy) help me choose :B Yeah I'm so happy with what I buy right now :)


But.... :(

(photos edited @picnik)


It feels like I've lesser time to spend with my love :(
THIS SUCKS!
I've school, hubby is starting school....
AND PROBABLY NIGHT SCHOOL.
AW C'MON NIGHT SCHOOL? SO WHERE'S THE TIME I'M GOING TO SPEND WITH YOU? :(
*sniff sniff*
Urgh I hope that does not happens :/
But nevertheless our love won't fade even when time does not approve us together. And whoever evades our love. Nobody will evade our love. Understand you evil doers? Me Hate You!**


Anyway He loves me as much as I love him so we'll brave through all the stupid obstacles even if it would cost me.


Oh~! Dragon year has come and I already felt in a dilemma. Because this year's not a good year for Dogs and my love's zodiac is dog. But it's great for me because it's PIGGY. Mew~


Anyway I hope my lovey honey doesn't get into trouble :/
I love him so much that I can talk about him for the whole day not getting tired or sick of it! AWW isn't love amazing?


Lol, when there's trouble or evil there's always a golden rule that protects us from it.


He says: my girlfriend don't like.


I say: my boyfriend don't like.


LOL! Great isn't it?


Anw gonna stop here because somebody is whining that he's bored and he wants me to play with him :)


Cherio!~♥

Chasing Dragons Of 2012

Happy New Year! ♥

Oh new year already? Urgh.

What a lame picture to start a post. SHIT!

Hey yo! It's new year already. & I'm just starting the year towards have my N levels.

Time really flies, when I think of it, it was years since all my stupid jokes surfaced.

I'll lay down flat with my new found best friend meeting my every night, Homework. -.-

Urgh, can you believe it that I would do homework? Never! -.-

Anyway I've wake up and face the loathsome reality of needing certs to get moneh.

Tsk, what is this world becoming? How I wish times were back in the old days where people wear leafs for underwear :D

But anyway to live in the luxury we all have to work hard. (too hard!)

Aw. Anyway NEW year resolutions for me in the year.

Lol, let me share with you a new year resolution I heard from my school's fav art teacher.

She says she wanna look and feel pretty for the year in school!

Dress up, when her lipstick fades She'll go have it on. wow, cool man!

But lol, she also says it won't last for the whole entire year but it's see how long can it last.

nice philology huh ;)

Well, my new year resolution is to actually work hard for my N and hopefully promote to sec 5.

But I really wanted to go for art schools but... It's so costly! :(

Anyway, all the best for me me me :)

Next! I want to stop all that unhappiness video repeating itself for the next coming 365 days.

C'mon, watching a video that replays all the time is so boring!

Time to refresh it :)

Next! Is to actually keep my blog up to date :/

It feels kinda sad having to loooooooooose all my readers (I know there's at least one or two) and they just don't come back. LOL.

Fret Not! I will do it :)

I mean like c'mon! I look like a present unwarped :(

Heh, After I had a loving boyfriend Enrico, I just have to put less makeup. (because he doesn't like it!) Anyway it's really getting so weird because Every Woman Needs Sufficient Makeup To Survive! LOL Anyway it's for WOMAN. W.O.M.A.N. Ok, so I'm half that makes me a lady, HEE!

Okay, STOP DIGRESSING.

Actually this is all I've to think of new year other than getting rich from all the uncles and aunties.

._.

Anyway! I along with my class almighty mateys deco-ed my school's classroom notice broad and we like won the third prize!

*Happyhappy*

Lol but you know the prize was actually those one pack one dollar got 10 pens inside....

C'mon, they could use a little bit of creativity man! =.=

But anw I'm happy we at least got something.

Here's the photo!

Like it? I LOVE IT!

Anw, I don't have much much more to say I just want two things to end STRAIGHT!

My pros & my bloody two year M1 Line _l_!!

Anw their like soon soon soon so I've just gotta wait.

(Until then someone would not have to keep their phones in their pants hehe)

♥Muacks, Gotta goooooo~ ♥

PS:

To my dearest Deborah Cute Koh,

I WANT TO SEE YOU IN SCHOOL WITH ME! :( I MIZZZZ YOUUUUUU ♥

come to school la okie? ♥ you ♥

-Adious.

Life

Hi, it’s been such a long time ever since I touched my blogger. Now, I really want to talk about things I’ve seen, felt, heard and touched.

I really miss those days when everything seems funny; nothing was really out in the odds. All of the fun stayed and laughers lasted like forever. I really do miss those times... Don’t You?

Fun times aren’t they?

The only thing I say it’s treasurable.

Charlene K’hoho & Tingyoon Laoquan.
My hostel’s best friends

She’s a good girl.

My dearest of them all in my life.

I really really hope that good times like this don’t just vanish like thin air.

 Yeah, everyone agreed that each and everyone of us changed, moved on, leaving everyone in odd numbers, slowly gapping out the thin line we all had.

Yeah, everyone changed to someone more evil or more realistic but hey, it’s not the end of the world yet. I believed all of us were all born evil. But just a little bit. Not very much. I regretted much not to pursue what’s important for me and led myself to astray. But what I regretted most was actually not giving myself a good look in the mirror. And giving friends a mirror to look at themselves. Shouldn’t we all look at our own distraught faces first before putting any actions on our own faithful hands? Who’re the ones we’re really hurting? Us? Family? Every fuckin’ single soul who cared? I really wanted to make things right. But making things right would cost me a lifetime of worries. Should I? –I Shouldn’t.

Lives are being lived by our own. We were all born with our own mind and thinking. One may not be the same as the others but all’s aims the same.

When tragic falls, it’s always us changing ourselves unwillingly. We all know it’s wrong and it’ll hurt real badly, but we still changed to someone unfamiliar with each other. But you have a choice. You really do. Stop giving yourselves a selfish reason to change and be what you don’t wish to be. Deep down inside everyone, there’s still an angel of you thinking and struggling. “Hey, take it easy. You’ll pull through this obstacle like you always do. Just don’t give up of yourselves and get up on your feet and walk. There’s no light too far. No darkness that conquers forever. If darkness gets in forever, won’t there be no second chance? Give yourself this second chance now. It’s okay if you’ve been bad for a long time, or did something unforgivable. Forgive yourself and change for yourself. Just. Please.”

Friends, listen to me. Stop changing to someone you don’t even know. You’re not gonna only hurt yourself but people around you who cares for you.

Let me share you this story, there had a family which was quite one complete one, but the father was a drunkard. He keeps drinking and smoking and showed violence to the little girl and the mother. But nevertheless the mother never failed to protect the little girl. The mother was just like an angel to that little girl. She loves her mother a lot.

But as days, weeks, years passed, the father was caught for committing crime and was sent to imprisonment for a year. And that’s when the mother decided to divorce with the father. The father was devastated; he’s tears unseen by his wife and child. But he had to carry on anyway. When he was released from prison he joined the family. Because there wasn’t any money for anyone to get a better home separated. Yes. Although the man changed a lot but it was only for a short period of time. The drinking and smoking continued. So as the violence he had towards the family. But this time he left with a woman he knew elsewhere. And he was found dead after a week of marriage with the woman. The mother and the child fight of survival in the society.

As the mother ages day by day, the child grew up to be a lady. But not a mature one. She learned all the bad stuffs the world knows. Smoking, truancy, all sorts of bad things a rebellious kid would do. Finally drugs came to her. Yes she tried, she got hooked, she had an addiction for it. Guilt often caught her consciousness but the smell of the drugs lifted her from being repentant. Because of her unresisting addiction she have to take drugs to keep her ‘alive’. And you guessed it. On that faithful day she was caught possessing and consuming drugs with her bunch of junkies. She was sentenced to imprisonment. During the days of her confinement she learned a lot that she neglected someone so dearly to her. Her only mother. Her only mother would visit her, talk to her, show care and concern without any complaints. Her mother is already in her sixties. How hard for her to squeeze in bus and mrt taking long trips to changi? Then she realised her mistakes and turn over a new leaf. Repaying what her mother done for her willingly. Her friends left like birds flying. The only one left was her mother. How much can a mother do for her only kid? There’s no one standing forever for you except for the ones who love you. Don’t neglect the ones who protects and loves you so much and befriend with people of a different heart.

Now She Changed Her Life, Without Giving Reasons And Excuses.

Now Maybe It’s Your Turn?

Mess.

My life is in a mess now.
If only I know that I can reverse time & stop the mistakes growing.
I guess it's better I'm stupid to not know I'll regret for not choosing the right path but nevertheless I failed myself and failed to even have faith.
Then I failed to mould my future to the top.
Then I failed my mother's expectation for me.
Then I failed everything and in time then it will all be a cycle all over again.
When will I even meet all the criteria for good.
Life Is Hard, But I Made It Harder.




But still I've got my Love's support :) I Love You! 
Are You Reading?

Never Did He Leave.

Run run, her kiss is a vampire kiss ;)

Hello! I’m so damned in the good mood to blog now! J Good news! My babe Charlene is back at Gracehaven! I’m so happy! But she’ll only be out after two months! L sadsad! Oh how much I wish to see her real soon! L I went to nex today! Met my love at tiongplaza & ate the most horrible curry chicken rice ever at tiong’s kopitiam L I swear I’ll stick to my house’s coffee shop downstairs’ duck rice! Yumyum! J Oh I went to nex for Love’s Grandma’s birthday present. I suggested handbags lol because food would turn cold and there will be so much food there. Small gifts seemed to be small! LOL so i think like me, like me like those bag lah wallet lah cute stuffs even no propose it to also nevermind LOL so i picked a bag with my love for her! Picked a elegant bag which looks like expensive but not LOL and appropriate for dinner and functions. I’m so smart right! HAHA FAKE. But also there’s a promo going on if i spend 50 or 40 i get a free keychain. I thought of buying something else so I can get that keychain lol! I eas only short of 10 bucks! And it can be attached to the bag I picked with Love. But lol ended up buying a very cute necklace! Teehee! Baby picked it for me! Actually I wanted a wallet for a change but lol the wallet all so leather and don’t suit my liking. HA. So he picked a cute bear necklace for me! Sweet boy right? J Awww let me show you J

Cute and pretty isn’t it? I’m so happy LOL I didn’t realise it until now because I never thought that being pampered felt so princess like! LOL okay shhhhhhhhhhhhhhutup. KUP. HAHAHA. Oh and I brought a very nice dairy! So lucky me it was on discount! It was actually 14.90 but I got it at 8! Teeheeeeeeee! Oh I show you J

Pretty hor! Inside more pretty!

Vintage! J

Awwww enough of my craps.

And I was browsing my LG lollipop and i saw numerous photos like this.

Edited!

Teehehee! Camwhore abit w my new necklace :B

Will you look at her cute face :x

Zombie! (my eye so horrible)

I want your sexyback!~ ♥

Xia Lan Once Again.

Hello! I'm tiny white!

Hello! I bite!

The two pussies in action. LOL

HAHAHA. Alright. Enough for today! Feel so happy today! Especially that Love’s family was having quite a good impression on me even before they see me! LOL & he’s Grandma seems to be happy. HAHA and babyboy is very happy too! That makes me very happy too! Happy babygirl! J Hehehehehehe J

ILoveMyLifeVeryMuchRightNow;
Muacks!
LoveMyBabyBoy;
LoveMyJeuJeu;
&LoveMyMummyBestOfCourse!

Ciao! ♥

It was about 24/07/2011! ♥

Hello! pardon me for not really updating my blog from so long :( That day I went to sheesha w mylove, darren, saybeng and of course my love Jeujeu After that we went to Newton Circus for food ♥.♥ Alot of photos were inside Love's iphone so i could not transfer all to my lappy :( Sadmax! :( But hey i got a little piece of it :) 

OMG look at this! Jeu's fav stingray, my satay carrotcake Darren and Love's fav si hum

Hahahaha sinful meal!

Look at jeu's spasm face eating the bloody satay +-+

hahaha look at the retards!

Hahaha! The facial expression never changes huh!

:) Will update somewhat events I have in life soon I hope :)

Tatas~ :) We should eat like this again real soon. But a better place I hope lol the food there was actually very disappointing :( Maybe it's frog porridge next time! HAHA

Bye! ♥

Heliew!

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